TROUBLES

I hate my life. I fail at everything I do at school and I am never happy. I never end up being with someone that can make me happy because they leave. I thought this was going to work but now I have to let go. You are not even trying to work it out and then school can just kiss my ass. I hate trying and trying and trying and nothing ever goes good. I fail everything. Honestly what’s the point of me being here ? I don’t even want to go back to school. Fuck this honestly

The reason why I dont talk to you anymore is because I feel like i am not treated like i should be. I dont want to be an object anymore and i dont want to be used for sex.. I hate doing this because I love you and always will but, i have more respect for myself than i did before.. You dont show that you care at all, and it makes me feel like you dont want to be with me.. I feel like you just want to fuck me. I cant do that anymore. I’m tired of feeling useless. just tell me how you feel.. Shit